The Start

So here is my first blog.

The picture on my home page is not a work of art in a sense but it represents the start of life using a different kind of faith, because it represents the place where I stop living in fear and started living in faith.  As one who believe many of experience are from the point that we’re not too bad of a sinner, save by grace.  Now as a believer and am perfecting the process of being all that I am in life, the term some may understand as levels of faith or glory to glory.  I now live as one that is not only proving what I believe but living as a person who has been tuned in and am now a person who has been able to have the type of freedom one can only dreamed(being their true self).  I have decided that I was going to “just do” live and listens to the One who loves me most and be all that He has created me to be.

So, as I sit here getting ready for my very first art event that I’ve been preparing for a long time.  This is so amazing to have a chance to change!  So many are so afraid that it hinders them from getting to experience some of the most amazing moments of life.  Whether it’ relationships, professional and personal, to live most of your life experiencing fear over and over again is true for many as it was for me.  Always being afraid like this can so easily be described as that under current always present in certain situation that are encountered in life.  Fear, can so easily be missed because of the normalcy is present in every case.  Here’s on aspect of fear that is surely be remembered and that is fear in meant to paralyze before it ravages.  For me it was always the fear of outcomes, how is all this going to work out. Always worrying about how things are going to come out in any situations doesn’t allow for your true nature. In a sense it always trying to make sure all outcomes are beneficial to me, so I thought, but living a life in fear can hinder the true nature of yourself, as I have come to realize.   Dealing with fear can be difficult, in that it causes the responses when responding to life’s issues.  It can make us respond to life issues and challenger that’s not in accordance with who we are and things we were created to be in order to live fulfilled, self-accepting and free lives.  This painting is a start to me giving myself away to change and oh boy it has been really good, living by faith which calls for positive expected outcomes no matter what we experience in ourselves.  I see it this way when many times life is like a book, to see what happens you just have to turn the page.  This is what this painting means to me starting a new chapter of my book. let me know if you have any thoughts.